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vice lord, part two

by The Cortex Club

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1 03:24
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2 04:52
I feel like no one is here I want to feel real, and I want to be better Why do I feel like I can never say anything? I wish my body was as beautiful as yours I’m so disgusting Why did you ever touch me? I want to dye like the wool, or die like a sheep I did the most and none of it was what you wanted Why do I feel like I can never do anything? I am a complete fucking mess I am a nightmare I want to dye like the wool, or die like a sheep I want to dye like the wool, or die like a sheep
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3 02:44
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4 10:36
The first man I ever loved The only one I thought that there ever was You made me want to tell everyone I knew, even my mother I saw you whenever I closed my eyes You meant so much to me And that one night you sang me a lullaby It was like you were the only one that knew me Why am I alive? What do I deserve? What can I give? Do I know how to say the words? When we spoke, you let me bring everything to the surface And when you touched me, you made me feel like part of your surfeit Nothing felt real before And since it ended, almost nothing felt real anymore To me Why am I alive? What do I deserve? What can I give? Do I know how to say the words? Everything you’ve given me Everything I’ve learned Yet, still, my self-worth and dignity Lie here in the dirt You’re a flighty man, you told me I guess I was a millstone rather than a bird band Why can’t I compete? Where was my fuckup? Why can’t I be the one you need? Cut me up into tiny pieces Someone else can use them better than me Why am I alive? What do I deserve? What can I give? Do I know how to say the words? Why am I alive? Why am I alive? Why am I alive? Why am I alive?
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5 02:57
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6 01:34
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7 07:06

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This is an album about an abortive relationship of sorts I was in during the autumn of 2017, some of the surrounding events and their interactions therewith, my feelings and responses thereto, my unsuccessful initial attempts at coping, and my eventual and ongoing journey towards coping and self-improvement.

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released July 15, 2018

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